🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches It began on a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting. The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder. Cluster headaches typically begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that persists for several hours. Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods. What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Still, the inability to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads. Ancient healing texts suggest unusual remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures. It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”. The disorder were only officially classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this. In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints. Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed. National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people. But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity. The official guidelines need revising to reflect a